Saturday, 14 March 2015
Tuesday, 3 March 2015
I don't know what am i thinking
3/3/2015
What do you call that when you kept thinking about a particular person all the time? Yes... that's right. Is that called love? I can't tell for now. I haven't had that sensation for ages. You know you have had that cupid arrow struck on you when you wish it was her when your phone beeps on the messenger. You know you are doomed when you realize all you ever knew is how beautiful is her smile while you look at her picture (the photo we took together)...
Shitttttttttttttttttttt...... I am so dooomed!!!!
What do you call that when you kept thinking about a particular person all the time? Yes... that's right. Is that called love? I can't tell for now. I haven't had that sensation for ages. You know you have had that cupid arrow struck on you when you wish it was her when your phone beeps on the messenger. You know you are doomed when you realize all you ever knew is how beautiful is her smile while you look at her picture (the photo we took together)...
Shitttttttttttttttttttt...... I am so dooomed!!!!
Saturday, 28 February 2015
My first taste of Love? after a long time...
25/2/2015 Wednesday
It has been awhile since I did any blogging. Nowadays I think I will only blog when I've got the "feel" for it or perhaps let's call it personal journal instead. Oh yea, Happy Chinese New Year by the way people. The date above marks quite an important day for me. Well, some might think this is childish but this is something for me to remember every year. It is the day that I get to hold her hand! YES, THAT'S RIGHT! The day I gotten the chance to hold her hand for the first time. *champagne popping sound* The girl that I liked for a while ago. Oh my god.... You know what, she is the one to initiate it too! OMG OMG. Such bold move ( I was like jumping in happiness when I heard that ). We actually started off at Vivahome for a movie, I tagged along for movie with her friend. We watched the movie by the name KINGSMAN (awesome movie). After the movie we went for lunch in the mall (Japanese Restaurant), friend took off later on while me and her proceed to Midvalley shopping mall. It's a bit sad that we could not go for skating like what it's been planned but I do enjoyed our walk at Midvalley. We cruise up and down the mall looking for cosmetics store because she wanted to look for a yellow pigment lipstick. Sadly, mission failed, but we met one of our Facebook friend who happens to work at BENEFITS cosmetic store and suggested to try using eyeshadow. So, our next mission is to look for yellow eyeshadow. Once again, we cruise through all the cosmetics store and found nothing like what we wanted. Sigh... Oh well, time do ticks fast when we were both holding hands in the mall. OMG, that such delicate hands, I really miss it (>,<). My heart was beating so fast when I'm holding her hand and my hands were....umm.... soaking warm? I don't know, maybe no, but it's really warm....according to her ( oh noooooo ). I haven't had that kind of feeling for aaaaaaaaaaaaaages if you must ask, seriously. AM I FALLING SO HARD THIS TIME? I really don't know. Last but not least, as we exited the mall, outside were heavy pouring with the angry winds blowing on one direction. Thank god, as we head further the angry rain starts to dissipate. Reaching to the designated place, the rains all stop (YAY). Dropped her at Taman Maluri if I'm not mistaken ( find it hard to remember those Taman's name >,< zz) We had the unspoken.... or... no, maybe just me I don't know .. the 3 second of silent while we gave each other a hug before she leaves, that 3 second was like.... I AM SOOOO FXXXKING SAD NOW CAUSE WE HAVE TO GET ON WITH OUR OWN DESTINATION. I really wish to hug you more than that 3 second, sorry for being greedy but yea, I want to hug you so much that I don't I dont wanna let you go...
Until then....
.......
It has been awhile since I did any blogging. Nowadays I think I will only blog when I've got the "feel" for it or perhaps let's call it personal journal instead. Oh yea, Happy Chinese New Year by the way people. The date above marks quite an important day for me. Well, some might think this is childish but this is something for me to remember every year. It is the day that I get to hold her hand! YES, THAT'S RIGHT! The day I gotten the chance to hold her hand for the first time. *champagne popping sound* The girl that I liked for a while ago. Oh my god.... You know what, she is the one to initiate it too! OMG OMG. Such bold move ( I was like jumping in happiness when I heard that ). We actually started off at Vivahome for a movie, I tagged along for movie with her friend. We watched the movie by the name KINGSMAN (awesome movie). After the movie we went for lunch in the mall (Japanese Restaurant), friend took off later on while me and her proceed to Midvalley shopping mall. It's a bit sad that we could not go for skating like what it's been planned but I do enjoyed our walk at Midvalley. We cruise up and down the mall looking for cosmetics store because she wanted to look for a yellow pigment lipstick. Sadly, mission failed, but we met one of our Facebook friend who happens to work at BENEFITS cosmetic store and suggested to try using eyeshadow. So, our next mission is to look for yellow eyeshadow. Once again, we cruise through all the cosmetics store and found nothing like what we wanted. Sigh... Oh well, time do ticks fast when we were both holding hands in the mall. OMG, that such delicate hands, I really miss it (>,<). My heart was beating so fast when I'm holding her hand and my hands were....umm.... soaking warm? I don't know, maybe no, but it's really warm....according to her ( oh noooooo ). I haven't had that kind of feeling for aaaaaaaaaaaaaages if you must ask, seriously. AM I FALLING SO HARD THIS TIME? I really don't know. Last but not least, as we exited the mall, outside were heavy pouring with the angry winds blowing on one direction. Thank god, as we head further the angry rain starts to dissipate. Reaching to the designated place, the rains all stop (YAY). Dropped her at Taman Maluri if I'm not mistaken ( find it hard to remember those Taman's name >,< zz) We had the unspoken.... or... no, maybe just me I don't know .. the 3 second of silent while we gave each other a hug before she leaves, that 3 second was like.... I AM SOOOO FXXXKING SAD NOW CAUSE WE HAVE TO GET ON WITH OUR OWN DESTINATION. I really wish to hug you more than that 3 second, sorry for being greedy but yea, I want to hug you so much that I don't I dont wanna let you go...
Until then....
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