I don't know but it's just like, so many thing in this entertaining life that the regular people are dubious. I'm ma tell you what I've been through so far. So, in case you didn't know, I go by the name MAX.(am no longer the Calvin you used to know) and I will not stop learning till the day I die. Now I don't really understand what is right, if you're saying that I'm wrong and you're feeling so right but I'm feeling so right and I think that you are wrong so that means we're both right? and the both of us are wrong? Looking at everybody on the stage and they're trying to get over, make a change and some are there in the game just to fuck you over.
It's nothing but a memory for me. Each and everyone of us will cross path with someone who we adore and cherish, but sometime life isn't like how we expected. There will no love scene like how we see from the love drama. No one's life revolve around each other. Getting through it and learn about what is LIFE.
This is for me when I was on teen. I tripped, I fall for someone and it blast a god damn hole in my heart. Short time. But yea, she taught me something really valuable. Never doubt about yourself. Time is moving really fast. You gotta do what you need to do. Let it be small or big, you ain't gonna waste your youth. And..... I know I'm a dick, but then... because of the breakdown.... I lost my trust towards people. I no longer trust people. Though i still place my trust on certain people(which are rare)
This is for me when I was 20 something. There ain't any hole blast on heart but yea we go through number of happy and rough time. But most of the time, the opposite suffers the most due to my childishness. Girl like you should have deserve someone else better than me back then. What can I say. We(boy) are a pile of SH*T during that time. Not mature enough to spell the word L.O.V.E. This time I've learn about social skill, anger management and what's the taste of life when you are not growing up with the world. What's more valuable than the lesson you learned during the journey? She ain't a Teacher, ain't a Preacher, ain't a Doctor but a Marshall that beat the shit out your brain so you grow up. You have my deepest gratitude girl.You are one of my treasure if you would like to know.
This is for me again when I was 20 something. Lesson acquired from previous lesson allows me to grow up much more mature. It feels like I'm seeing my own behaviour on this person this time. The childishness, the asshole attitude, the stupid demand, the immature side.....just like how I was back then. But forgive me, I can no longer bare it. I give up...That's the end of us.But then again, I am thankful to you because you taught me how to care for my face more than anything. This results to a better radiant complexion. I have never been that fascinated about this thing but seeing the result makes me care for my face diligently. How I wish I know you earlier so that I won't suffer so much of the acne scar.
Well, yea, these people was once involved in my life but what's left now is only bitter sweet memory. I'm ma keep learning. Ain't gonna run away from my mistake. Eyes wide open, give'em the toast, WELCOME TO THE ADULT WORLD SUCKA. Don't take it personal.
P.E.A.C.E
I got my reason to LIVE
I only get what I give in this LIFE
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