Fuck.... why am i feeling this?

Why does it feel like night today?
Why something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like to have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
Like a face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face that laughs every time I fall (And watches everything)
Right underneath my skin. . . . .

SO you think you're special?
You do?! (fucking kidding me)
I can see it in your eyes, I can see it when you laugh at me
Look down on me, and walk around on me
Just one more fight
One more fight about your leadership
And I will straight up
Leave your fucking shit
Cause I've had enough of this
And now I'm pissed!